Music has always been an outlet for me.  Mostly just a social outlet, I have made tons of friends and gone on many adventures because of it.  The past two years of not playing in a band have been incredibly depressing, mostly socially.  I have a terrible dry sense of humor and am incredibly awkward, at least that’s how I see myself.  Being on stage, writing and practicing, none of that mattered.  Its the only thing that made me feel like I could properly function in a social environment.     I really appreciate anyone who has shared there compliments with me on this project.  I have been writing riffs at a snale’s pace latley but I should get something together in the near future.

I played several songs from my Album to my co worker today who is into basic metal stuff like lamb of god,  He loved it and told me I should quit my job and play music for a living, haha,  I explained to him how terrible the local music scene has become and how there is no money in music anymore.  He is right though, I would rather be in a band with 4 other smelly dudes, broke and just partying my life away doing the only thing I am mediocre at. 

I have been working on a new song that is in its infancy.  song Five is focused on being much heaver than song four,  I am trying to make more complex guitar parts, which has been a struggle for me ever since I ventured into the polyrythm realm of music.  On a side note, Ive been just pissed lately and hopefully that will enrich the music with a good amount of aggression